Onset Insomnia

:(....my body is so tired...but my mind wont rest!!!!...slept at 4am last night..woke up at 8am...desperately tried to get more sleep but i just wont fall asleep!! this is so suprising considering the fact that i love to sleep in on weekends...oh mannnn...you can tell that the stress is superbly insane this time..i couldnt even fall asleep for an afternoon nap.....*having one of those WHAAAAT ISSSS HAPPENNINGGGG TO MEEEEE moments*....

sighs...back to tossing n turning in bed....goodnight.

I dont just study teeth

Desperately trying to memorise dermatomes
(drawn with washable pencil of course...lol)


Friday will soon be over,
Saturday and Sunday to come.......
And the most dreaded week of the year begins
followed by
HAPPY HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! :)
(just trying to stay positive here..heh)
toodles

Anti-exams

Garghhhh...just TWO MORE WEEKS from today....and i dont hav to be sitting in this chair anymore..no more bright study lamp....no more self imposed internet ban..no more highlighted notes to read anddddddd i get to do something non-dental/non-medical related ( not that i dont enjoy the dental/medical field, just need a time-out from it for awhile now hehe).

Holiday options:
A. Foood trip ( plus some little tennis in between to burn the excess calories)
B. Learn semi-pro photography..okay maybe quarter-pro..haha
C. Cooking of course....
D. Bangkok ( yay yay)

okies...back to my notes * pulls self to notes *

Gung-ho-ness

Last night, I was so super gung-ho to study in the library this morning and promised myself i would stay in the library for as long as I could ( entire day probably). Who was i kidding.....library is soooooo super duper cold especially now when the juniors and seniors are gone on holidays/exams and dont fill up the library...my brain freezes up in there literally.

In the end, stayed in the library for 2 hours only. LMAO. *hearts* my room. =P

temporary stress relief

Ended my last series of in-course assessments on Friday. I swear...if the semester dragged on any longer..i would have had a mental breakdown!! this has gotta be the worse semester by far. total hectic-ness!!!

Spent my wholeeee weekend destressing before i start eating, sleeping and breathing notes for another 2 weeks for the may-jah 2nd year BDS professional exam.Went home for the weekend. Ate good ol melaka food, spent quality time with the family and best of all...SLEEP for 9 hours+!! Nothing beats being at home. =)

and no, i did not become a "Speed Racer" to destress ...lol...although...it could be fun. =P

Hate this feeling

=( ..i hate being a worrywart!!! I wish i had a remedy for this right now so i wont feel so panicky everytime i get down to my books to study...the thought of not knowing enough to pass haunts me ...its like a disease that encroaches my body...eeeeekssss...i wanna get rid of these thoughts but it wont go away!!! Well at least my ulcers are gone and there are no new ones...and im on less caffeine and im still awake ( but alert...hmm maybe..maybe not???) Anybody with a cure for worryworts-in-stressful-situations...give me a shoutout pls. Much much appreciated.

Challenging times

So freaking stressed out!!! I have 70+ notes to study for tests next week, need hours of practice for OSCE so that i can be a semi-medical doctor, need to mug on my medical sciences...and then study like mad for the 2nd professional exam!! I think i dont need to sleep already just so that i can finish studying everything before the exam...*SIGHSSSSSSSS*...dentistry is not for the faint hearted.

Glad that im learning so much, gaining more and more knowledge everyday...but its just too overwhelming now. If only i could upgrade the memory space of my brain...if only....

*faints*

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*regains consciousness*

I must survive!!!